Love. Undefined.

Part I Love is a terrible, terrible thing. Loving someone fiercely is like wearing your heart outside of your body No skin, no bones, no nothing to protect it. Love is a terrible, terrible thing. Its loss is even worse. It rips and guts from the inside out. Love is a terrible, terrible thing. The…

Flowers.

He told you you’re the only flower in his garden and you believed him When have you ever seen a garden with just one flower? No blossoms and bursts or riots of colour Fighting against each other all vying for the attention of one.   When have you ever known flowers to come singly and…

Ojos y Piernas.

Ojos abiertos, piernas cerradas es que todo dicen pero solo a las mujeres ¿Don’t hombres have to keep their piernas cerradas también? Apparently not. Instead we give them condoms.   Ojos abiertos, piernas cerradas Only mujeres become embarazadas Entonces no digamos nada a los hombres. They catcall and whistle, they jerk off and sexually harry,…

Closure.

We don’t always get closure. Hating is a lot of energy. Pain and anger Are soul-sucking leeches. It is much easier to forgive So that you may truly live Take it all To let go Why are you holding on too Tight to All that heartache and pain chile You ain’t owe nothing to them…

It.

Some people can’t take you as you are For some, love is not enough to see you through it all Some always want a try But they never like when it doesn’t go their way Then you’re standing there wondering why? Your heart is so broken Your tear ducts are frozen You need to cry…

A Box.

I took God and I threw him in a box. I threw him in a box, and then I threw away the key, to my salvation and my humanity Becoming more and more monster like every day as I wrestle with the saviour and forget to say my prayers The God of the earth, sent…

Dreaming and waking.

no one buys second hand when they can buy brand new. who wants a butterfly with broken wings? when they can have one with both her wings. who wants a girl, who is broken in every possible way you can imagine, who wants a girl, more contrary than Mary all that grows in her garden…

Slow learner.

That’s the thing about her heart She is pretty …but a slow learner and she never listens to what anyone told her.   She is in a boat in the middle of the ocean trying to bail herself out of all the hopelessness around her her brain always logically calculated and deducted all of the…

Gills.

I’ve been thrown in among the big fish In the middle of the ocean Turns out all along, I was a mammal I can’t breathe underwater   I can’t survive like the other fish do   I can swim and I can dive steep But I will never be able to sleep On ocean floors…

Like her.

I hate you. I hate you, Because you’re everything Everything I want to be Everything that I don’t see in me Everything that I can’t But Yet, As your best friend, I love you with a fire that will never die down These embers of love are eternal My joy when you succeed Knows no…

But God.

An addiction is like a trap It sucks you into its vortex and all reasoning is gone All logic is clouded by your secret desire to just do it Just do it Just do it Just do it   It doesn’t matter if you drown, Think of that high, that numbness That utter and absolute…

Cul-de-sac

Scattered and shattered The pieces so widely dispersed There is no putting back together again- Not even the king’s horses nor any of his men Have the glue time or patience To make me whole again… So I just sit here and stare I stare at the sky, the clouds, the stars The night, the…